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[oxytim]

Yo, this is the continuation to the Poem "The Thorn and the Bud..."

This time something was different.
I had always known I was split.
That my brain and heart were different.
But usually they agreed.
This time they didn’t, and for once,
I chose to support my heart,
it offered no immediate solutions
but it felt much calmer.
I felt it pump cool blood
through my oil ridden arteries and veins.
With every second that it flowed,
a new energy shone.
Energy white, energy bright.
Forming and fusing.
Through my body I felt it emanate.
Beyond known boundaries I felt it radiate.

Space and time froze.
Rapidly reacting,
the energy started reflecting. Off walls,
off doors, bouncing on tables,
closing all windows.
Through the room, I let my essence levitate.
Till we were,
but a few inches separate.

I stared at her face,
she was beautiful.
Even when delivering hard blows,
she has always been.

Deep inside,
my brain and my heart once again joined sides,
and for the first time that evening,
I had a warm smile.
I had finally gotten there.

I now knew the pain a bud undergoes before it becomes a rose.

“So this is it, you have my no. In case of anything. You know you can always holla...”

I was ready.
The tingly feeling in my feet,
I was lifting off.
I felt high. If ever there was a time,
this was it. I knew I could do it.
The room slowly unfolded, once again
I got control of my breathing.
The air smelled much fresher,
the room much brighter.

I could smell roses and chocolates,
my nose could pick out all different scents.
I felt light touch my skin.
Beyond the ceiling
now see the sky.
This time I wasn’t losing.
Deep within, I was learning,
I was getting, I was growing...

Again I looked beyond,
I looked to the sky,
then to the formless fabric between me and the door.
It was different,
It was never going to be the same.
I knew where I had to go.
Amazing lay before me.
I was sure of this, why?
Because I was no longer going to walk...

I felt much lighter

I was going to fly...