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can it be explained?
i tried "BUT" it was yet an addition to my list of failures
dear truth "wake me up when this life ends"
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while the sun sets and the moon rises
justice is chained "FOR" wickedness rejoices
pain is free / love seems expensive
they say no pain no gain
yet i see no gains in today's pains
dear justice "wake me up when this life ends"
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while i wait ,praying in tears
life scoffs proudly in "MY" face
Tommorow has always been pregnant
like a mother awaiting the birth of her first child
i wait upon my destiny
multiple miscarriages have left my hope's shattered
dear patience "wake me up when this life ends"
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Life is a lesson
you learn it when it when your through
experience is my "PEN's" teacher,
but my experiences are cruel
does time vindicates the just?
well where lies the proof......
dear eternity " wake me up when this life ends"
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Its like a maze of riddles
a lost unsolved puzzle
as rays of a better tommorow perish
shadows of my dark yesterday linger
as my tears "SEARCH" for anything but my tortured today
dear tommorow "wake me up when this life ends"
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how can i find "ME"
for hate overpowers my love
for pain darkens my joy
for tears suppress my smiles
even my shadow denies my cries
dear sympathy "wake me up when this life ends"
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like adam i realise my nakedness
i hide behind "FAR" heights of a near grass--
--but the heat of life burns right through
i try feigning naive
under the blissfull shades of ignorance
but the bliss of ignorance applies not to the claws of hunger
dear reality "wake me up when this life ends"
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i neither thirst for riches
nor do i hunger for wealth
to find the understanding
life has offered no help
why is heaven always there
why is hell always here
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why is tommorow hope
why is today fear
dear wisdom "wake me up when this life ends"
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Until that day is "NEAR"
a tear i won't give away
the result / my deduction
"Hmm"
dear life "wake me up when your time ends"
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Thus fair well's i say
to the sun how i'll miss this lights
to the moon i wish you less gloom
to the stars goodbye to your twinkles
to my brother, even death softens at thoughts of your giggles
to my friends false smiles my heart will never beat
to the veils of me i used my pen to strip
to the mountains of life i tried my best to climb
to my sisters your memories once made my soul soar
to my pen your ink has been my cloud
but to my parents "i'm sorry"......i stabbed your pride
good bye cruel world
that was my very last line
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BUT FOR MY PEN SEARCH ME FAR AND NEAR
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I SHALL BE FOUND WHEN EVER WORDS ARE THERE
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CRYING, HOPING ,AND PRAYING UNTIL THIS LIFE ENDS
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