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[panther]

STRUGGLE & PAIN


im going threw pain and struggle
sometimes i feel like i want to burst like a bubble

i feel like im in a dark room
thinkin wonderin is my life going to be doom

alot has change sents i lost my unborn child
i was madd at da world wantin to go wild

family came threw and showed my support and love
he are she is in a better place up above

if this was on paper it would be filled with tears
i would had love to see my baby grow threw the years

i smoke a blunt and from the pain my eyes were watery
wishin u were born it would've felt better then winning the lottery

DAMN!!!! we could of went to the beach, park,arcades and mall
whoever thought that all that would fall

im prayin to jesus
my hearts broken and can u help me find the piceses

i still think about my child today
wonderin when his first step are what word he would say

thinkin if he or she would have look like me are the mother
maybe in the future we can work on another

im feelin sisqo when he said he's life was incomplete
im a warrior i cant beat myself down with a dirnk

im post to feel like a champion
with out child i can't see that happenin

you know how u want somthing so bad but u just can't gett it
i feel something like and im tryin to deal with it

i've been threw alot and im tryin to maintain
ladies and gentlemen this my struggle & pain


LUCKY 7 DA PANTHER

AT FIRST I WAS NERVOUS TO TELL MY MOM CUZ I THOUGHT SHE WOULD SAY I WAS TOO YOUNG BUT SHE WAS AS HAPPY AS I WAS
AND MY POPS WAS THE SAME CUZ THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN MY FIRST AND THERE FIRST GRANDCHILD BUT WHO KNOW'S WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE MAYBE WHEN IN LIKE 3 OR 4 YEARS WHEN IM LIKE 23 24 25 I'LL HAVE ANOTHER ONE.

TO EVERYBODY I JUST HAD 2 GET DAT OFF CHEST AND SHARE IT WITH YAL.

IM OUT PEACE

[K.O.D]

Yo dawg,dat was sum real deep stuff there man.I dont kno what kinda pain u dun gon thru but & I cant really relate 2 it coz I been thru sumthang like that,bt I feel ya pain still man.It was brave 2 put stuff like that here on da web-site.I hope u have better luck nex tym man.May that soul rest in peace.I guess there aint much mo I can say.Peace man!

[panther]

YO K.O.D

MAN GOOD LOOKIN OUT ON DA LOVE IM SORRY 2 HEAR ABOUT UR SITUATION TO, YEAH MAN ITS REAL HARD TRYIN 2 DEAL WITH SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND I STILL THINK ABOUT BECAUSE IF MY CHILD WAS BORN IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BORN ON JUNE 20, 2004
AND THAT'S NOT TOO LONG AGO FROM TODAY DATZ WHY IT HURT ME REAL BAD AND I JUST WANTED TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST AND SHARE WITH THE PEOPLE ON HERE TO IF ANYBODY FEEL MY PAIN ARE HAS BEEN THREW THE SAME THING.

K.O.D ALWAYS KEEP UR HEAD ABOVE WATER AND I DON'T KNOW IF U HAVE KIDS R NOT NOW BUT IF U DON'T, THAT FIRST CHILD U HAVE AND HE OR SHE IS BORN HEALTHY MAKE SURE U LOVE AND CHERISH THAT MOMENT CUZ THAT'S A 1 IN A LIFETIME OPPURTUNITY AND GOD GAVE U CHANCE TO BE A FATHER.

KEEP UR HEAD AND ALOT BLESSIN FROM ME TO U

IM OUT

[BlackIce]

Nothing better than a poem from the heart. nice work...