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[Ms-Kelly]

I hope everyone has been well because I aint. Some of you might not even care but I just want to pour my heart out as I am finding it difficult to talk about this to anyone and everybody is trying to reach out to me but I think I can only speak about this when I want to.

here it goes.....

my boyfriend and I broke up and I am finding it hard to cope. I am faking my strength and my brother can see because he has been asking if Im okay and if I dont want to talk about it and I dont. I feel like I should talk about it when I want to then its easier for me.

I thought we could reconsile but after this morning I dont see that ever happening. He has burnt the things I asked him to keep safe for me and he doesnt even care about it. He is even moving to another town so that he doesnt have to see which is mighty fine with me but I just want my things because I need them back.

I am so angry at him for doing this and I am slowly resenting him and I dont think anyone can stop me at this point. He has betrayed my trust and to think that I was willing to give us another chance because I thought we had something good.

But what am I supposed to do if I stopped loving him? should I pretend like I have been for the past few weeks? I was getting tired of the pretense, it was killing me inside. But I wanted to love him again and I needed space to clear my head but he wouldnt get it. He started becoming his control self which I hate and I asked him to leave so many times. I got so angry when he refused to leave that I told him that he should never come back. But he still wouldnt go. I threatened him with the police and he still wouldnt leave. Then I finally called my brother and he left.

It didnt have to go that far but it was his choice and at the end we both pay the price of broken hearts.

I will always remember him though, love him - I am not so sure.

[ms.Rain]

it's easier said than done... but... remember that what is meant to be will happen. if you are meant to be together you will end up with him with some strength from this situation. If not you will move on. when you are ready, looking back and telling yourself you are glad you aint with him, t was for the best. Girl you are still young and have a LONG life ahead of you, try as hard as you can to focus on your future not tha past and on the positive not the negative. Im sure god will give you a man that is good to you. What doesn't kill only makes you stronger. I know its hard but at time goes, you will desire less of him. We all need experiences like this to teach us about our selves and how to handle the next time. Best Wishes.. stay up.

[Jeezle]

ms.Rain said:

it's easier said than done... but... remember that what is meant to be will happen. if you are meant to be together you will end up with him with some strength from this situation. If not you will move on. when you are ready, looking back and telling yourself you are glad you aint with him, t was for the best. Girl you are still young and have a LONG life ahead of you, try as hard as you can to focus on your future not tha past and on the positive not the negative. Im sure god will give you a man that is good to you. What doesn't kill only makes you stronger. I know its hard but at time goes, you will desire less of him. We all need experiences like this to teach us about our selves and how to handle the next time. Best Wishes.. stay up.

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[gbeastridaz]

life is such
love is life
da world is like a chess game
n nature plays it

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