Just found this on a piece a paper buried deep in my desk... it was a long time ago but I found it interesting to how much it complements one of my first posts... Actually its pretty disturbing I need to get my self checked out !viewtopic.php?f=7&t=12626
Floating, past time space and commonsense
Into the oblivious void of nothingness
The soul ventures. You remain still.
Your body motionless.
Reminiscing, not by choice nor preference
Sporadic reruns of arbitrary moments
Timeless capsules of happier times
Your torpid mind abetting torments
Recalling, torrents of sensual sensations
Currents thundering forgotten pleasures and frustrations
You recall, yet feel nothing
Time timely teasing your patience
Longing, for the world of the self proclaimed precedence
The captives captivated by the arrogance of innocence
Rushed travelers travelling nowhere
Oblivious to the end and its looming imminence
And there, you lie and at long last comprehend
there is no light at this tunnels end;
Eternal mortality a merciless blend.